Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Feeling really alone
Really having a hard go of it right now. Just can't function. Hate this 'hovering in nowhere land' feeling too sad and depressed to care about life. Only managing to shower and eat everyday. Apartment is a disgrace. Forgot to pay rent. Forgot to deposit cheque. Can't seem to even manage one load of laundry. I wished I didn't live alone. Help would be so appreciated right now. Probably have to admit I'm unable to live on my own right now but have no one else so am forced to. Trying my best to stay above water. But can't help feeling like I'm sinking.