There is something building inside of me tonight. I am agitated. Unsettled. I can't concentrate on one thing. I keep going back and forth from my computer to the TV but can't concentrate on either.
I want to cut. I want to binge. I want to purge. Because there is something building up inside of me. I feel ready to explode so i need to release this feeling somehow. I am fighting not to do any of these 3 things. But I feel horrible.
I'm really struggling tonight.