Friday, December 31, 2010
It's 7:30 in the morning and I have been up all night. Horrible night. Sweating profusely but freezing at the same time. Shaking uncontrollably. Sitting here rocking back and forth. My mind is agitated. There's no way I can sleep. Is this a panic attack? It can't be. It's lasted all night. Panic attacks don't last all night do they? I can't stand the sweating. I can't stand being cold at the same time. Weird, weird feeling. Am I getting physically sick with something? Like legitimately ill and need to see a doctor? Or am I just ~ what is happening to me? Anyone ever felt like this before? This is all too weird.